today was wasted time

Afternoon,

I am aware that I will live for a finite amount of years , months , weeks days seconds nanoseconds and so on. I'm sure you get my point.

I don't know what percentage of my life I am spending in this office today, BUT I can assure you this percentage of my life is being wasted as i type, even when I have work to do I believe it's time badly spent but today . the day that I had nothing of substance to do seems Ike the biggest waste of all.

I can't demand my time back, time is money so why am i spending it here in this grey building , made of concrete resembling some eastern bloc military building.

i wish i was brave enough to hand in that P45 and do something remotely enjoyable for a day job, for a living, to live to be alive. (sigh)

Lord give me strength and direction,

Complain and do nothing about it , that is what a lot of people do, why am I the same?